so...

oh heavens. I guess I can write about my week in cali now, lol.

the week itself was good, for the most part.I loved getting to hang out with my roommates, and do nothing. It's fun. They're fun. And incredible. I enjoyed getting to see a few people on campus, although I found myself often stuck in conversations where I was so busy talking to aquaintences, that I was unable to talk to my really good friends. That was hard.
and it was hard just to relive some of the painful moments of the summer. I think I was pretty open this summer about the fact that I wasn't doing well...I am doing about a thousand times better now, but in conversation after conversation, I was asked how my summer was. It was emotionally draining....seriously.
I loved loved loved visiting wendy in LA. Taking the bus down was kind of a pain, just because it took away so much "hang out" time...but it was fun and interesting, and so so worth it. I seriously love wendy, and it was interesting to see what she was experienceing in LA by going to class with her, and staying the night at her host family's house. I decided that if I were still going to APU, that I would do LA term.
My most meaningful moments I would have to say, consist of talking with Lisa Page on cougar walk while listening to the random jazz band playing there....talking with Ryan Lane, Lunch with Wayne, LA term, roommate times, and coffee with Chris. Another one is lunch with kyle but for different reasons.
I got to spend time with most of the incredible men in my life while I was there, Chris, Josh, Ryan, Steve. Man I love them. They give amazing hugs. I miss having my boys around.
But anyway...more then anything, I am glad to be back. And that is the first time I can say that, ever. So, I think that's progress.