Follow-up on previous posting...

I semi blogged recently about this boy that I am quite fond of....
(fond of is a tremendous understatement by the way)
and by blogged I mean I posted just a title....
"So there is this boy... and I like him."
mostly because the title said it all
and simplicity is always best, right??

If you know me, you know that I don't date,
By choice.
And I haven't for many years.
Therefore this is a really big deal

He is one of the best things that has ever happened to me....
I never thought I would find someone that I would want to be with forever
until the first time we danced.
I knew then, in that moment,
Held in his arms
That there would never be anyone else I'd want to be with.

I adore him.
I cannot put into words how much I adore him...
I enjoy his company, his laughter, his personality.
There is no aspect of his personality that I have seen that I don't appreciate.
I cannot describe how right it feels to be with him...
how right it has felt from the very start.
I know that I could spend forever with him,
and I want to spend forever with him.
That doesn't scare me at all...
and that, my friends, is a first.

I've tried very hard to take things slow.
I do not want to rush this, I am not a hurry
I am praying that God will be a part of this,
That He will bless our relationship
and guide our decisions.
These last few months have been some of the best months of my life
and its because of this boy.
All I want to do is glorify God,
and make this boy happy.

We have only ever talked hypothetically
unofficially...
about someday.
but I am certain.
There is no hypothetical, unofficial, someday
doubt in my mind
My heart belongs to this boy
for as long as he wants it.
Forever and always.